As you guys already know, i went to London last Sunday and i spent 3 days and 2 nights there. It has been really fun and i enjoyed myself really much. its like all the things which has been bothering me are all gone! *puff!* and THEY ARE ALL GONE!!

Erm..today...i kinda wasted my time, since i've been doing alot of ''RECORDING'' this afternoon...haha..sounds professional..as if im a singer or what?! haha...no..im not a singer, i definitely cant sing..but i love singing very much. especially MJ's songs. The lyrics are all in my mind now..name it and i'll sing it for you! so...we did some recordings using my laptop's webcam audio recorder, then with the accompaniment of the organ, we sang ''man in the mirror'' and ''heal the world'' ...it was fun recording it...when ur done with the recording, you feel so eager to listen back what you've just recorded... seriously i dont get why my voice sounds different when its being recorded! i mean it shouldnt sound like that! i sound younger..its like kids who are aorund the age of 12 or 13. but im already 16 going on 17 ..i shouldnt be hving this kinda voice......
it was weird really.

after my sis left to work, i was all alone in the room, then again, i continued my recordings..i was recording ''i want you back'' by the jacksons 5, and ''the love you save'' also, by the jacksons 5. i love their songs. its so soothing and enjoyable when ur singing it.. well of coz la...Michael Jackson-- the greatest entertainer who's ever lived. feels so sad bout this death.. i always wonder who can be that evil to kill him! but in real life, i know that MJ is quite a sad, lonely and vulnerable man. i just think he should be grateful of what he already have! he has the whole neverland ranch which is basically his K-I-N-G-D-O-M. and he has kids to accompany him, n he definitely have friends like elizabeth taylor and uri geller. i dont get why does he always feel that he's alone and lonely. i just dont get it! i hate the fact that he doesnt appreciate things and he abuse himself by taking drugs. he should know people love him so much..thousands millions n billions of friends love him and could just DO ANYTHING for him. but he chose to be abusive towards himself....going for uncountable times of surgeries just to get his nose right, bleaching his skin.. i mean come on...he's alreayd very good looking during his ''bad'' era...he shouldnt be doing that coz he's making ME! and everybody sad!
haizzzzzzzz!

i just think that other singers should learn the good things bout MJ ..like he wrote beautiful songs with meaningful lyrics to help the future generation, and the world. i really like the song heal the world, man in the mirror, and we are the world. Its just so meaningful and its the most beautiful songs ever written. he raises the awareness of how bad the world can be if we dont start giving, he's asking us to make the change because life is the greatest gift from god!
unlike other singers nowadays who only writes lyrics bout sex drugs and sausage rollss! MY GOOD NESS.
i will never like the bad side of MJ who keeps going for surgeries and wanting to change his appearance all the time. I'll never like that. i hate it...his recent looks just scares me.....and all those child molestation allegations...i hope its all false...i hope its just accusations..but we will never know the truth...

i wonder sometimes is it because i've got nothing to write or just simply because i don't know how to write. Like yesterday, i didnt do anything really, just stayed at home ..online chatting..did some food tech project..and thats it..... u wouldnt want me to blog about that right???? again, this morning, woke up around 11 soemthing....then as usual had my breakfast infront of my lappy....read some R&J analysis....and browse through some news in the BBC homepage.

oh yea. according to the BBC news, if there is a need to close schools during the autumn term. schools will try all their best to still continue to teach..by teaching using the e-learning in liverpool website. i already had my account, and students can easily contact their teachers thru email during the holidays, or in some cases, if they couldnt attend school. i' hvnt tried out this email thingy yet coz i got nothing to ask bout my teachers regarding my homeworks. and yea. if shcools were to closed, teachers are gonna post homewokrs on the net. and so students can access to it.. i hope this is real coz i'll be at home learning instead of going to schoollllll...... i think this is really coolllllllll

and.....did i mentionn about the weird and scary dream i had a few days ago????? i think i hvnt..so im gonna tell you now...its pretty scary..and nowadays i darent look at MJ's pics..the sight of him reminds me of my nightmare i had on him.......
So the dream goes like that.......
i was with a bunch of ppl....in the hospital....and the mood n atmosphere was pretty quiet..it was during the dawn.
i think i was those bunch of lucky ppl who is able to see MJ for the last time. he was on the bed......then i dreamt i saw his face....he was in deep deep pain because i rmb seeing his eyes opened really widely and he was screaming like mad. i reckon thats because of the unbearable pain that he's experiencing...then his eyes got bigger and bigger his scream got louder & louder until at one point.....he is shrinking! his body is shrinking and at the same time its glowing as well...and then the shrinking continues on rapidly...until MJ eventually dissapears................

this is real..realy! it was in my dream..its not a storyline that i've plotted..

ok so this is it........when i say this is it i really mean this is gonna be it. this is gonan be the final curtain calll....

All by myself.

Finally! I went to the Liverpool Museum today. All by myself. I was supposed to get the bus to get down to the museum, but i thought i've been very lazy these days, i mean other than slping and eating i don't know what other things i've been doing. So i walked there instead of taking the bus. i walked through London Road, then down to Queensquare and then finally i reached the museum.

The Central Library, Museum, St.Georges Hall, and the Walker Art Gallery are all located in one point. So before entering the museum, i decided to just have a glance through the Walker Art Gallery, but i ended up wandering there around 10 minutes and got bored of it as most of the art gallery there are those victorian drawings and victorians sculptures which im not really interested of.

so i entered the museum. i was quite fascinated by the interior design of the building. coz when comes to museum, i don't know. it makes me relate to something boring, dull, and quiet. but this one is different, it has 4 floors where u get to see the aquarium world, dinosaurs, nature world, world culture, ancient greek and egypt, etc,etc. i went to the 3rd floor which is world culture, it is the theme of my art project thats why i've been asked to come to this museum. There are 4 sections there, Oceanic, America, Asia, and Africa. i was supposed to draw some of the artefacts seen there

so while i was drawing, there's this portugese man who came near me and told me my drawings is nice so i had a little chat with him, since he asked me whether i've been to Africa coz i was drawing some african artefacts. then he asked me where am i from , so i told him i'm from Malaysia and coincidently he's been to Malaysia before. He told me it was around 15 years ago when he first went to Kuala Lumpur when the Petronas Twin Tower wasn't even built yet.

After the museum, i didnt wanna go home yet. so i went into the central library; read some books, but wanted to fall asleep at the same time. so i decided to go home.
So! that's it. my very first post after so many months.